I’m trying so very fucking hard to make friends. Year two begins tomorrow and still no one bothers with more than a hello or “how was your summer?” Even when I try to initiate conversation. Sooner or later someone else shows up to steal the conversation, wisk my attempted friend away, and I’m left there, by myself, again.. I envy those being invited to go places or to hang out… Even the freshmen, who have been here a solid 2 days, are off skipping hand in hand with thier new buddies like they’ve known eachother since preschool.
I’ve joined the clubs and partook in events, hoping to butt my way into some sort of social life like I’ve always had. I’m not a wallflower, I never had to be, but I hate this fucking school for pushing me to become one.